missing you??!!

I'm missing you dear. Few days more to SPM. Haiz, still need to wait for you for about a month. I can't wait!!! Hang out?? movies?? Yup, I miss my fiends too. They are pretty awesome!! Holiday is coming...studyy?? Play?? I don't know. I'll see how it goes lah.

say cheese!!!

Yup,I'm in love again. Who say it really sucks?? I totally don't agree with it. My dear XXX, I miss you, totally missing you.

dreaming...

Dreamed of you again. Now I know, you're the most important person in my life. You help me to grow, you let me know the reality of life. I know I hurt you, I know it hurts. In the dream, we were together. Enjoy the moments together happily. If I have the chance, I'll choose you again, AGAIN!!! I won't let you go anymore. But I know you won't accept me again. Yes, I admit that I regret. I remember I told you that I won't feel regret for what I did to you. But you said I will. Yeah, I am. I am regretting. I know, There's no point of regretting but I want you. I miss the life. I miss everything. And I miss YOU!!!

Seriously, I don't know. That's my feeling. No one will understand. I remember, I dumped into the love river before. And it's pretty awesome. But after I broke up with him, everything seems to change. I'm not as happy as before. Haiz, really suffering. I almost cried. But I didn't. I choose to be tough and stop a single drop of tears coming out from my eyes. 21 gun, it really makes me think of you. But I swear, I will forget about the past. Life is complicating, love is complicated. I really need to say that. Life wasn't easy. Hahas, yesterday one cute fellow said he wanna come to my house and do revision with me. He really surprises me, but I still welcome him. To forget the past, I can only choose to enjoy my life. Enjoy it, and I'll be more happy. After I broke up with him, one damn freaking busy body kept on disturbing me. I think he's trying to get my attention in tuition. And of coarse, I lie to him. I told him that I have a new boyfriend. I just want to get rid of this person. Don't want to flirt with anyone right now. It's complicating, and is complicated. Have a nice day people!!!! I know I didn't update any post this few months and I decided to update today. There's only one reason, I'm bored. Anyway, thanks for reading my blog. Muackssss

又是你！！！

我不敢

我害怕

尤其是你姐

就算我只是看到她的名字

我就害怕

我想我已经对你的家人存有恐惧感了吧

可是我好想知道

你最近好不好

有少许的想念

真的

相思。。。

今天
我又哭了
也许是在想你吧
分手后
你曾告诉我
你得相思病
我不理会
因为我没经历过
如今
我终于明白那种感觉
真的很痛苦

曾经。。。

曾经

我觉得你很烦 真的很烦

每一天 至少都会传来一封短讯

我真的很讨厌 很讨厌

可是

如今

你变得很静 很静了

我有点不习惯

我甚至有股冲动

想传一封短讯问候你

正当我拿起手机的时候

手机响了

是你传来的短讯

我有点害怕

那天是你的成绩公布的前一天

但是

我的手指

很不听话地按入信箱

短讯里

你告诉了我

你有了新欢

我顿时

吓呆了！！！

我简直不敢相信那是真的

但我还是回了封短讯给你

短讯中

我祝福了你们

表面上

我好象不在乎

甚至替你高兴

事实上

我有少许的不舍

我不敢告诉你

因为我不想再次伤害你

我想让你拥有快乐

也许

这样才能令我感到欣慰

我真心祝福你们